my season of my life

      "Hey! Weng, I need your help! You know what? Today my friends get beating from ABC girls, and next Monday, we will have a fight again. Do you want to come with us?"  "Yes, sure." I called all the friends I get and have the same conversation like that again and again. The day is coming very soon, you can't tell how spectacular view it is! Almost 40 people walk together with us and we stand at there waiting for those people who beat my friend. A very commodious place because of us, it look very hustle. Soon, they are coming and have a noisy quarrel and fight. Our side have 10 girls, but they only have 5 people. I fight with the fattest girl of them and I get a lot of scratch mark on my face from her finger nail. My friend's long finger nail breaks off and blood comes out. The most terrible scene is when someone use the sharp instrument to beat a girl's head and the blood are permeating her face! At that time, don't matter what we doing right now, all the people are stop their acting and looking for the girl who get beating on head. I don't remember how we left there, but I can't forget her face and her eyes with injured. I try to get the answer from myself why we use violence to settle up a dispute. Does it work? I think the answer is no. It is a milestone of my life and it affects my thinking a lot. I change my way of thinking, acting and my disposition.

      After that happen, if my friends have quarrel with other people, I will ask them "Even you fight them and beat them, Are you think the problem will solve? or you will be so happy?" We are not a kid, don't just play around and get fight again and again. I learn to be lenient in judging others. In china, we have an old saying: Men are not saints, how can they by free from faults? So, why we just use a wrong way to treat them? When my mother raise her voice to me, before I will raise the voice to her too. But, right now I will say come down your voice and tell me what mistake I make? Own up when I have made a mistake. When we grow up, we need to know how to solve a lot problem or argument in our life.

      My Dad told me that when you grow up, you must answer for your actions. Before I would like to skip class and go out with my friend. But right now I know I need to start to plan my further and I can't just always play.

         “I hope you can grow up, don’t just always go out with you friends. Can you study more harder?”  That come out from my mom’s mouth when she crying. Before we get a rich life in china, but my parent still want to move to American because of us. They want our can get a higher education and a new life. In china, even you are graduate form collage. You still difficult to found a job. My parent came to here and work hard, but I and my brother just always play computer or go out. My aunt to laugh at her say :“ you don’t how to teach your kids to learning something? I see them always play.” When her came back home, I see her eyes turn red and tears on the face. At that time, I really dislike myself. What mistake I do? Never thinking about how my mom’s feeling! When she told me to study, I always raise my voice curse her and don’t want to listen to her. Her eyes have a kind of sad that I never understand. Try and Try, I start to change myself because of my mom, my family, my life. After school, I will go to my tutor’s there study English and finish my homework. Every night when I come back home I will clean the house and helping my do some housework. My English teacher Mr. Romero told me and my classmate to read a really good story, I discover that the girl names Lizabeth growing up have a same reason with me. The story call < Maygold >, this title may just a symbol of the conviction. She grow up because his father are crying and saying that he don’t have job and he can’t give the kids a good life. When she hear that and she know that she need to grow up and she is already are a human now! A human can understand the parent’s thinking just like I do right now.

       When I just a kids and I hope can grow up soon. The reason why is I want to watch TV until 12PM like my mon always do and I don’t need to go to school. But when I start to growing up, get a lot problem in my life, answer my action of myself, change the way of my thinking. I feel very tried and miss my childhood. We don’t need to think about the further, don’t need to think about the money, don’t need to think about how to solve family and friend’s problem. But I choose to grow up to help my family also help my further too. It is time to grow up and I can’t just lie for myself to be a child and doing nothing. I am ready to take the collage form my further! Because I am grow up now! Hurry up! You can do it too.